Well hello lovelies…
Believe it or not the bulimia is completely gone. It’s been a long time since I’ve been on here and I’ve been through so much since. I’m back at it with my ana though, I can’t help myself. I’m 112lbs and my goal weight is 105lbs, I’m going to attempt to maintain that….considering when I was below that I could barely function. I love being free from binging and purging, it’s makes me proud to have lost the weight again with all the control in my hands.
Starting a cleanse today. Only drinking home made smoothies for two days. Lets see how this goes.
awake, tired as shit, about to do homework. Fuck this. My stomach is twisting in knots, crying for coffee…to bad I’m too lazy to go make it.
Time to wake my lover up.
Wow…it’s been a while since I’ve been on here. Things have completely turned around for me. I beat bulimia! It’s been 3 months or so since I’ve last binge/purged. I’m still insecure as shit though and I’m totally unhappy with my body…I’m 120lbs but I have this problem with sugar and working at an ice cream place that doesn’t work in my favor. I wanna be 115lbs again…I won’t fall down the same path.
I swear, nothings worse then falling asleep after a binge before you purge. The reason for my fatness. Fasting today, only my cup of 30calorie coffee, if I fail I’m fucking pathetic.